This whole patience thing is driving me crazy. I just want to go home. I don't want to wait anymore. I think India is keeping my hostage until I learn how to fully let go. I wish I could say that I was making the best of the situation, maybe doing extra meditations or long yoga sessions, but I can't seem to muster of the discipline and energy to do these things.
The Universe wrote me a few days ago and said:
"Whatever you're going to do today, Anna-Lisa, please, do it to the best of your ability. As if it was all that mattered; as if it was all you had; and as if your very happiness depended upon it. Because these are among the very truths you came here to learn.
That is beautifully written and something I want to strive towards. But I also think I'm too hard on myself. I need to have fun, and just enjoy reading a book or walking around the neighborhood. My life won't always be this simple and I should enjoy the time I have to just sit back and enjoy getting to know myself before it gets crazy.
p.s. I'm not sure why I chose this picture to post, maybe it's a reflection of my mood. :P